the holiday

because I wait to watch all the "good ole" christmas movies until i'm with my parents(i know,kinda nerdy)-i've been watching all the newer ones and tonite I watched 'the holiday' as I packed to head back to memphis. gosh-i love that movie. i highly recommend everyone seeing it! but, this is just a little snippit from it-i thought you guys might enjoy. i kind of remember talking about this with cas last year at christmas? oh, what a difference a year can make...right?

"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade"